It’s only December 9th, and I’m already behind on my Christmas shopping. I have a few ideas for what to give people, but for a lot of others I’m drawing a blank. Â I really need to hit the shops this weekend. Â Having a paycheck helps with this bit, but having something of a social life this weekend doesn’t!
I’m doing okay at my job, and I’ve figured out a faster method of editing my toy pics.Â I’m getting along okay.Â I still miss her all the time, but keeping myself busy helps.
We had a lot of family functions over the past week. Â There was a wedding, at least two get-togethers, and relatives flying in, too. Â I even got to see my nephew for the first time. Â It was a little hectic at times, but that comes with the territory. Â It’s a little quiter around the house now, but also a little diminished as well.
The title kind of says it all, doesn’t it?
Just trying to bury myself in work.Â When I’m off from my day job, it’s time for YoJoe.Â Don’t know if it’s a healthy thing to do, but I’m trying to stop my mind from wandering.Â I don’t really know if it’s working.
Not an anniversary I wanted to have to endure.
Watching television and fiddling with Joe stuff to fill the hours. Â I’m still thinking about her all the time. Â I don’t know what to do.
Seems like I screwed up again.Â It just seems to keep getting worse.Â How can I make it better?
Got word today that that meeting I was planning fell through.Â Don’t know what to do now.
A meeting has been arranged.Â But it all feels very final.