I’m doing okay at my job, and I’ve figured out a faster method of editing my toy pics.Â I’m getting along okay.Â I still miss her all the time, but keeping myself busy helps.
The title kind of says it all, doesn’t it?
Just trying to bury myself in work.Â When I’m off from my day job, it’s time for YoJoe.Â Don’t know if it’s a healthy thing to do, but I’m trying to stop my mind from wandering.Â I don’t really know if it’s working.
Not an anniversary I wanted to have to endure.
Watching television and fiddling with Joe stuff to fill the hours. Â I’m still thinking about her all the time. Â I don’t know what to do.
Seems like I screwed up again.Â It just seems to keep getting worse.Â How can I make it better?
Been trying to hang out with friends more lately.Â If nothing else, it provides that needed distraction.Â I only hope that I’m not bringing them down all the time.Â I’m trying to change up my topics of conversation, or at least not talk about her too much.Â I know I’ve already annoyed some of my friends.
I’ve been upsetting friends.Â Definitely not what I wanted to do.Â I just can’t stay away.
Got word today that that meeting I was planning fell through.Â Don’t know what to do now.
A meeting has been arranged.Â But it all feels very final.